September 1st

Today pretty much picked me up and sent me spinning like feather in a Kansas tornado and it isn't the first time, nor will it be the last. Life changes, we adapt and things move on. But sometimes we find ourselves at a breaking point where in order for us to adapt in a way that makes the changes for the better WE have to change.

I will be the first person to admit that I am really NOT a social person. I'm a complete and total wall flower and social phobic hermit who could probably spend the better part of a lifetime without social connections and be perfectly content. Give me a hut in the woods any day. But here I am, facing the same roadblock that seems to be my arch nemesis... and I know that if I want to get anywhere in life I am going to HAVE to get out the flamethrower and take this monster down.

So here it is. Day 1 and my resolution - I have to find a way to go from being a social phobic wall flower to a recognized creative force... and I have no idea how to do it.

So my rational mind tells me that this is probably a lack-of-sleep + enormous amounts of stress induced daydream, but somewhere in all of this mess that is me something knows that I can't hide from the world forever. So here I come...

... as soon as I can figure out how to make this rock more portable.

~ Sundri ~